ron message me on im asking what time i will go home as he needs to see me. before i replied, i refreshed my memory if i did something wrong with my job that has brought his attention. after few minutes, he went to my workstation and handed me a small brown envelope and said "congratulations". inside the envelope are the certificate of long service award (5 years at shell) and the gift cert from chronos worth 5k. i am thankful.
but i am no longer happy. i am speaking of career growth and money worth. the growth has stopped, i can no longer see opportunities for me in the center. this is in connection with my anticipated resignation. i know it and i can loudly feel it. if only cesar would agree that i will look for opportunities outside, nag-resign na ako. he advised me to stay and keeps on saying "konting tiis na lang my." cesar's charisma is so persuasive and i completely respect his advise. i agree on some good points why i should stay in this company instead.
the pay for this month somehow dissapoint me. it is not how much i worth and i wonder what is my value to other companies.
i will wait for my time. my five years of service and experience will put me to the next level in terms of growth and worth. i believe. losing heart and vision, this i am taking out from my vocabulary.
will continue to dream BIG.
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